# How I feel **URL:** \ **Category:** General Discussion\ **Created:** [November 2, 2025, 11:29pm UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916 "2025-11-02T23:29:47Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 16\ **Page:** 4
**Author:** ![AshiFoxxo](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/ashifoxxo/32/23310_2.png) [@AshiFoxxo](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/AshiFoxxo)\ **Post date:** [November 3, 2025, 8:12pm UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/74 "2025-11-03T20:12:34Z")
no. just no. ---
**Author:** ![gryo1354](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/gryo1354/32/10366_2.png) [@gryo1354](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/gryo1354)\ **Post date:** [November 3, 2025, 8:26pm UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/75 "2025-11-03T20:26:23Z")
Then I’ll just try to summarize. @Philips_aviation, I want to make a couple of points clear. _ **You are not alone and people care for you. Don’t give up** _ Philips, I know how it feels. There are a lot of people here that knows how it feels, and I know that there is more good things about you besides the KLM flight academy. And even if you fail, it’s not over. There are other opportunities. “When one door closes, another one opens” is a true phrase. You will get other opportunities. You have a whole life to live. If you end it now, you could be missing out on the greatest moments and opportunities of your life. I know how it feels. I have even thought about kms. Ever since day one for me, my life has been an uphill battle. Medical issues, speech issues, mental issues, school issues, and so much more. When I thought about s#!c!de, I came to the realization that I had too much to lose. And you do too. People love and care for you and enjoy your presence. Who knows, you might be inspiring kids on YT and you don’t even realize it. I know a family whose son committed s#!c!de and they were devastated. He had a promising future and he didn’t get to experience that because he stopped it early. If you do s#!c!de, think about all the amazing chances and experiences you’ll miss out on. People will say “Look on the bright side” as a feeble attempt at cheering another up, but let me tell you this: this is truth in this scenario. Even if you were to fail, at least you learned. You can take your failures and mistakes and learn from them, so you can do better in the future. So look on the bright side. If this doesn’t work out, you will still have other opportunities to try again. One more thing: don’t be afraid to ask for help. There is no shame if you don’t understand something to ask for help. Teachers want you to do well. People want you to succeed. I know that you have a life full of adventures and great experiences ahead. You can do this. Don’t be afraid to ask for help. I know that you’re a great person and you bring a special kind of light to this forum. So don’t k!!! yourself. If you fall, get back up and try again. You can do this. You can recover from these grades. You are an amazing person Philips. I haven’t been here as long and I can tell that. People care. So don’t do this and keep being awesome. _ **Don’t give up and keep moving forwards** _ -gryo1354 (I’m sorry if this just seems thrown together. Most of this was off the top of my head. Hope it helps 🙂) ---
**Author:** ![thehobbit](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/thehobbit/32/28203_2.png) [@thehobbit](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/thehobbit)\ **Post date:** [November 3, 2025, 8:37pm UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/76 "2025-11-03T20:37:38Z")
**Sometimes we’re left to uncover the wreckage** **At the mercy of another’s decision** **He was almost seventeen, decided life was not worth living** **Put a gun to his pain to finally make it go away** **And I hope you know that you’re missed** **And even though your shell is gone in our hearts you still exist** **I just wish you knew how much you meant** **To everyone around you, to those you never met** **He was too young, taken by his own hand** **No one would understand why he ended it all** **He was too young, taken by his own hand** **No one would understand why he ended it all** **But now you’re gone** **♪** **You’re gone** **You left a hole in the hearts of those who treasured you the most** **You may have left your mark, but you left us all in the dark** **♪** **So I’ll sing for the weak** **For the broken, those in need** **And I’ll keep my heart in reach** **Left wide open, set you free** **You were loved** **♪** **I always saw a light in you and a smile on your face** **Full of passion, full of purpose, ready to take your place** **I guess we’ll never understand why you chose to say goodbye** **But when a future is as bright as yours, we are left to wonder why** **He was too young, taken by his own hand** **No one would understand why he ended it all** **He was too young, taken by his own hand** **No one would understand why he ended it all** **You’re never coming back** **There’s so many things I wish I would’ve said** **The flashbacks replay in my head** **This song is all that I have** **'Cause you’re never coming back** **You’re never coming back** **You’re never coming back** **There’s so many things I wish I would’ve said** **The flashbacks replay in my head** **This song is all that I have** **'Cause you’re never coming back** **You’re never coming back** Youngblood by Wage War ---
**Author:** ![gryo1354](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/gryo1354/32/10366_2.png) [@gryo1354](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/gryo1354)\ **Post date:** [November 3, 2025, 8:47pm UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/77 "2025-11-03T20:47:02Z")
Basically everything in a nutshell, thanks for finding this ---
**Author:** ![thehobbit](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/thehobbit/32/28203_2.png) [@thehobbit](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/thehobbit)\ **Post date:** [November 3, 2025, 8:48pm UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/78 "2025-11-03T20:48:34Z")
Of course. Really good song imo ---
**Author:** ![AshiFoxxo](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/ashifoxxo/32/23310_2.png) [@AshiFoxxo](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/AshiFoxxo)\ **Post date:** [November 3, 2025, 8:51pm UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/79 "2025-11-03T20:51:48Z")
That ain’t a quote. That’s a whole presidential speach ---
**Author:** ![gryo1354](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/gryo1354/32/10366_2.png) [@gryo1354](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/gryo1354)\ **Post date:** [November 3, 2025, 9:23pm UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/80 "2025-11-03T21:23:28Z")
Thanks? ---
**Author:** ![Philips\_aviation](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/philips_aviation/32/20104_2.png) [@Philips\_aviation](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/Philips_aviation)\ **Post date:** [November 3, 2025, 9:36pm UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/81 "2025-11-03T21:36:04Z")
Good evening! I’ve read through everything and can’t thanm you enough. You have no idea how much this means to me and how it has changed my perspective on myself as a whole. Tho I will keep striving and working for the perfect version of myself there’s always others paths I can take 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![AshiFoxxo](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/ashifoxxo/32/23310_2.png) [@AshiFoxxo](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/AshiFoxxo)\ **Post date:** [November 8, 2025, 2:52am UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/82 "2025-11-08T02:52:02Z")
Hiiii ---
**Author:** ![AshiFoxxo](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/ashifoxxo/32/23310_2.png) [@AshiFoxxo](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/AshiFoxxo)\ **Post date:** [December 12, 2025, 5:29pm UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/83 "2025-12-12T17:29:36Z")
JOB I’m evil ---
**Author:** ![Philips\_aviation](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/philips_aviation/32/20104_2.png) [@Philips\_aviation](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/Philips_aviation)\ **Post date:** [December 13, 2025, 11:46pm UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/84 "2025-12-13T23:46:55Z")
It’s the word that triggers you! JOB! ---
**Author:** ![AshiFoxxo](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/ashifoxxo/32/23310_2.png) [@AshiFoxxo](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/AshiFoxxo)\ **Post date:** [December 13, 2025, 11:47pm UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/85 "2025-12-13T23:47:12Z")
Hi gurl ---
**Author:** ![flying\_pancake](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/flying_pancake/32/20883_2.png) [@flying\_pancake](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/flying_pancake)\ **Post date:** [April 21, 2026, 5:29am UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/86 "2026-04-21T05:29:45Z")
Wait… Isn’t that a song in the Forza Horizon 1 or 2 soundrack?! ---
**Author:** ![thehobbit](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/thehobbit/32/28203_2.png) [@thehobbit](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/thehobbit)\ **Post date:** [April 21, 2026, 1:28pm UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/87 "2026-04-21T13:28:11Z")
I have no idea. It’s a metalcore track so if it is that’s pretty cool ---
**Author:** ![flying\_pancake](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/flying_pancake/32/20883_2.png) [@flying\_pancake](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/flying_pancake)\ **Post date:** [April 21, 2026, 1:48pm UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/88 "2026-04-21T13:48:19Z")
Then its not what im thinking of… ---
**Author:** ![thehobbit](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/free1/user_avatar/ice711.discourse.group/thehobbit/32/28203_2.png) [@thehobbit](https://ice711.discourse.group/u/thehobbit)\ **Post date:** [April 21, 2026, 2:57pm UTC](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916/89 "2026-04-21T14:57:45Z")
Yeah I figured as much [Previous page](https://ice711.discourse.group/t/how-i-feel/4916.md?page=3)